I wished i told you that something wrong is gonna happen... something doesn't feel normal... it seemed like you are never gonna understand it or is it that i'm insane for thinking such thing??? You would say nothing is wrong... but why am i feeling this way if everything is going good??? Why am i always questioning our relationship??? Why its hurting??? Why the tears are not stop flowing???...

Why did God let fall for it in the first place... It makes me wonder... Does d life really worth for all the pain??? or its like trying to find a needle in a hay stack?? Why does its got by some people who don't deserve it... Those who try are given the scraps... & Treated like nothing... Love is d most dangerous thing aint it???...

I have heard - "To forgive is to forget.." I forgave u..but cant forget the pain.. Im learning to live with it.. Getting over something is not that easy...

Here im, wit d memories about us again.

All i know now is that i’ve grew a lot since then you left me. I dont wanna admit myself all d drama & all d attention back now. I loved it.But i luvd it @ d begning wen i was not worried of d consequences tat comes later. i always luvd d way u made me 2 feel. Im amazed how u always made me fly in clouds & 4 d moments i believed tat things cud b different.

Things hav changed now. now i'm wishing so many times tat i cud 4get u, but tat never gonna happen I think..u are always on my mind, it seems, bcoz even small things triggers my mind about u. im tryin 2 push it away, instead of dealing with it.

i suppose i shud start learn 2 understand my own emotions.. & there r lot of it & its all ur fault...
damn... i don’t even know whyd hell i’m writing this. It s not like u will never know wat i thinking bcoz im a photocopy memory of yours, if anything happened. i see u and tell wat u feel. & i know things will never b d same between us.

but d thing s, its not over. im realizin that its not yet over & never going to be over... jezzz.. save me plz... may b i shud hav dealt wit it better than i did it b4. but i couldn't, & now things hav bcom much more messy. it wud never go away; it cant b forgotten...

What do you mean by that?Explain me...Are you being vague??Are you gauging my thoughts??? orIs it just because you are elder and don't know any better yet?

Living is Planning..Planning is living...I'm a ghost of my conceiver...Because my thoughts are his reflection....

Dreams are to reach the future!!! andMemories are to reach the past !!!

Relationships...

Sometimes relationships aren't that easy and sometimes they might be.
When things are getting a little tough,
it's an opportunity - to learn, to stretch, to grow.
Sometimes all that stretching and growing can hurt a little
But it can be worth-it if there is a good start for the relationship otherwise.

A Day with Sangeee....

A day with Sangeee.. hei.. im the VVIP person of myself guys...

Actually i took these photos last week sunday... but kinda busy.. so couldnt post it...

So.. here is my sunday happenings..

I waked @ 5.30 to go to gym.. but  it was closed... so i returned to home.. omn the way in RCEnclave i picked some jasmine flower..

& ofcourse i got scolding for this & for being still childish..

Then i went to terrace...

Morning Scenery was really cool...

And this is my favorite place...seeing the sky sitting above water tank... wow.. i feel like the sky is near to me...

This is my neighborhood... this tree looks very beautiful... i dont know wat tree is it.. but it ll be having big red flowers.. & many birds eat something from that flower,,,

 

  

This is the pix of badam tree near the gate of my house... 

  

  

And these are some plants i grow..

  

  

 

  

Behind the screen is my master-piece...

Wanna See....

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How is it???

Most of my friends dont know i paint a little..

I did glass painting on my window...

It took me 2 days to complete it..

Close-Up view from inside my house..

  

Here its view from outside my house..

  

This painting is in my room..

But because of exposure of sun, its faded.

  

Tomato plant backside in my balcony

  

Tulasi maadam

 

Now.. lets go inside my house...

My house  looked a little messy...

I cleaned it on sunday...

See how messy it is...

 

  

After sangeee's magic..

See how clean it is....

  

  

  

  

  

You are right.. this is my room.. it ll be a little messy...

  

see... how neatly i made it...

 

My system before...

  

After cleaning...

 

My dressing table after cleaning...

  

After that i had lunch..

and started seeing tv...

  

A miracle happened that day..

you know what??

i putted kolam...

with flower..

This is the inside & outside door step of my house...

  

  

  

  

i can see moon sitting inside my house...

  

& this pix i took in terrace..

  

 

Life is too short to be afraid of getting hurted...