Memories... leave me alone.. plz dont come back to me.. I need me.. I need my life.. I need to live.. I need to breathe... I need to be!!!....

I don't know y... but im feeling very mushy today..maybe am i missing someone????...who that might be???
hmmmm...i don't know y im think like this...i hav lots of friends....
i have very talented friend who talks like chatter box...
friends to do 'stupid' things...
friends to share happiness...
friends to share my sad moments,
friends who are really annoying....
friends who flirt a lot...
friends for shopping...
friends for advicing....
friends who really care for me...
friends.. friends... friends...
there are a lot of them & some even can't  be described..
i hav 2 change my character to mingle with them...
i'm very flexible..
sometimes i can be a very polite girl..
and sometimes it change...
depends on the place and friends...

The eerie thing is tat, wen v 4get & lost contact wit our friend during school...its really very hard to 4get d frnds who were with us in our past times...played together, laughed together...happy together...cried together...broke the rule together... sharing the same hobbies...same intrest.... gossips about others...ohhh,that's too much to be stated here...

suddenly i thought about my friends...
I miss you all so much...

After everything.. its all got wasted... YOU HAVE BROKE MY HEART & now i dnt knw how to start all over again... i gave you EVERYTHING , now thers NOTHING left for me.. my heart breaks into million of pieces.. my whole world CRASH!!!! IM SO ALONE!!!... IM SO EMPTY!!!... i love you so much!!! but its all wasted... i want you!!! ALL I WANT IS YOU.. leaving me is the most miserable thing happend to me... though I LOVE YOU.. i cant force you to COME BACK!! I MISS YOU...

Even without noticing, almost got lost in thoughts.

What did I do?

i feeling so little.

Like im not been loved or cared, useless and totally out of this world.

What kinda life is this?

These feelings are always there inside me,

WHY DID U SENT ME TO THIS PLACE?!

ANSWER ME GOD!

I AM ASKING YOU,

WHY DO I CAME TO THIS PLACE?!

Thing is.. I don't even understand what im doing in here.

அனைவருக்கும் எனது இதயம் நிறைந்த இனிய தமிழ் புத்தாண்டு நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்!

I wanted to tell you how i felt...but whenever i tried, it seems like a backfire. I wanted to tell you how much it pains...but it seems like i came across as inconsiderate, unreasonable, selfish. I wanted to tell you that I need you... but it seems like there are much more important things. I wanted to tell you how much I loved you... but it seems like im being repetitive.

Letters to GOD!!!