a Rebel Without a Cause

I couldn't tell why i'm sad... 
i couldn't tell why i'm crying...
I couldn't tell why i feel so numb and empty... 
I couldn't tell you why i feel so disgusting...
I couldn't explain why i hate waking up everyday... 
I couldn't tell how much i hate not being able to sleep... 
I couldn't tell how much i hate waiting...
I couldn't tell how much i hate the future... 
I couldn't tell why i'm so afraid... 
I couldn't tell why i never fit in... 
I couldn't tell because, i just don't know.